Blah. I think it's really cute when I see friends and their significant others together. I love that they are happy and that makes me happy. But sometimes, it's hard. Especially when it's at the beginning of a relationship - when they're still getting to know each other and getting comfortable. When I see that I feel extra lonely. :( I've been single for 5 months....almost half a year. Wow. I know I'm sending off the weirdest vibe to people...and I guess that's ok..? I mean, when I'm ready hopefully I'll be sending off a good vibe - not a desperate one though, I hope. I miss having someone around to talk to and to go on dates with and to snuggle with and watch movies with. At least I have awesome friends I can do most of those things with - not all though. And I miss that extra bit.

PS - check out this awesome game that Arlin showed me! (I'm really really bad at it)


So, it's been a while since I updated. I don't know why, but I haven't been feeling up to writing lately. This past weekend I went to Boone to watch my BFF play rugby! It was very fun! I'd never seen her play rugby...actually, for that matter, I'd never seen rugby played at all. Very intense. In the first game, one girl had her lip busted open and almost needed stitches. In the second game, a girl had her finger severely busted - almost broken - and had to go to the hospital. It was insane. Anywho...it was really fun! :)

Now I'm super tired and I've got a ton of work to do tomorrow! I'll try to write more later.